It's been 4 days since we met. You told me you'd see me soon and that you'll contact me. I'm beginning to question the credibility of your words and whether you meant it. It sucks. Sucks to be in such a powerless position, left hanging, kept waiting... I hate this feeling. 

I really feel that if you really loved me you wouldn't do this to me. 

I do deserve better but somehow a part of me is still unwilling to let you go. 

I love you, I really do, but sometimes I just think we're not that healthy for each other. I do hope we can make it work. But if you aren't willing to put in the work. Then it's alright. We're better off walking our separate ways.  I'm not gonna beg for you to stay. I'm not gonna beg for you to tell you you love me. 

I don't know. 

Stuck in limbo. 

Again, only time will tell...  

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