Undecided

I love you.

Intertwined in the strings of indecision, I ricochet between holding on and letting go. My heart is heavy at the thought of walking away yet it feels hard to just breathe when I think of staying.

I cannot be the only one doing everything.

As the days pass, to me it becomes clearer and clearer what I should do, and that is to walk away.
You're not fighting me.
You're not fighting for us.
We only adrift in silence.

Don't you care anymore?

I still have a glimmer of hope for us. Our love is still alive, our love still has a beating heart. I know this for a fact.
What we have is real, our connection is woven within our souls.
We just let the destructive ego taint what we have.

But love alone is not enough to carry us through the tests of time.

I love you.

But whether I stay or leave, only time will tell.